Thursday, January 29, 2015

Why this cycle won't work

Because I want it to so darn much.

Yesterday, I thought I felt a little pregnant. And every time I "feel a little pregnant" it's a BFN.

Each. and. every. time.

Today I don't feel much really except nausea because of my work situation...nothing to do with maybe being pregnant or not. My face is flushed and I have a massive headache because I hate my job so much right now. I've hated it for a long time but I have too much stress in my life with personal things to change it. 

I know in my head this isn't going to work and I just want to cry. Beta is still 6 days away. Please let this nightmare be over soon.


  1. I won't bother saying much, but I do want to offer virtual *hugs*. You're in my prayers

  2. Melissa thank you as usual for your support!

  3. Oh I hope you are wrong and that this is working!! Praying for you! Hang in there- I know it is torture waiting. Sending you a huge hug!!!