Because I want it to so darn much.
Yesterday, I thought I felt a little pregnant. And every time I "feel a little pregnant" it's a BFN.
Each. and. every. time.
Today I don't feel much really except nausea because of my work situation...nothing to do with maybe being pregnant or not. My face is flushed and I have a massive headache because I hate my job so much right now. I've hated it for a long time but I have too much stress in my life with personal things to change it.
I know in my head this isn't going to work and I just want to cry. Beta is still 6 days away. Please let this nightmare be over soon.