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I tested this morning - negative. Again, not even a hint of a line. I sat there expecting to feel worse, but I knew there was no way this was going to work. I'm sure it will hit me later today that this is all over - 4 eSETs in 8 months. Yikes, that's a lot but nothing to show for it at all.

I realized last night I wouldn't have enough POI to get me through the weekend at the beach if I needed it. I would have needed to order more today so it could get here tomorrow ...so that was my rationale for testing. Yes, I guess there's still a "chance" I'm pregnant, but that's like one in a million. I'm tired of shots. I need to be done and this weekend, the only shots I'll be taking are going to be tequila shots.