Still here...still disbelieving

I so don't feel pregnant at all and it's scaring the living daylights out of me. 

With C...I didn't feel much. Maybe some changes here and there in my boobs. But I've got nada and it's worrisome.  I know my the sticky note that I printed by my desk that the miscarriage rate at this point is well under 10%.  I still can't help but think this isn't going to be our happy ending.

11 more sleeps till our next appointment. Gosh, I wish I could get a 9 week US but I'll just try to move up my OB appointment if I can.