So after an excruciating wait to get today's results - we have a beta of 1878 so we're right on track. I almost made myself sick today though which was not good. Work really stressed me out this morning and then I was convinced I was cramping - but I think I actually brought all this on myself. I really need to work on some relaxation methods or I'm never going to make it. I am hoping therapy tomorrow will really help because I am going to have to figure out how to deal with the next 1.5 weeks before our first ultrasound which is a strange sentence to type for sure.
E thinks I need to take a break from all the blogs, forums etc. because I'm making myself so nervous about miscarriage it can't be good for my body. So I've resolved to spend less time on the blogs and the forums for a little while in hopes that it will help me relax.
I am so sad that I just can't be happy about all this wonderful news. That thought in itself makes me so depressed. Anyway, hoping tomorrow's session will help a little. I will post intermittently, but I'm going to do my best to stay away from Dr. Google if I can at all help it. I am going to need will power of steel and lots of prayers to make it another 9 days until I get anymore information on our situation.