I tested yesterday morning and it was a bit of a squinter which made me so anxious. The FRER really looked negative at first but then i started to see something. E couldn't see it though. I took a wonfo too and it showed up faintly there as well. In the afternoon, the FRER looked slightly darker but still i thought at 9 days past, i should have a stronger line.
This mornings line at 10dp was great! Not as strong yet as the control but definitely not a sqinter. So I'm going to be happy for today. Beta is not until Tuesday and only then will we really know whats going on but for now, im still PUPO.
Yesterday when i thought it was negative, i got so angry and was ready just to give up on IVF. E reminded me of our one frozen left and i just said i wasn't sure it would even work. But now, I'm encouraged to cycle on even if this doesn't turn out the way we hope. Seeing stark white 5 times in a row is very discouraging.
Still no symptoms except thirsty all the time. And ill likely wait till tomorrow to test again.